SALOHCIN

He is SALOHCIN.

Only close friends would know he is,

who is he to me.

A good 1 year lost of contact with him just because I wanted to be truthful and faithful to the one and only person I love.

He smses me this afternoon after catching a glimpse of me in our neighbourhood.

Asking me how am I with life,

how are things with my guy so far.

He is someone I would never lie to,

as there is no reasons to lie to him at all.

But I just replied him in general I am single and he seems quite surprise.

I choosed to end all ties with him ever since I met ly for my newly end relationship.

He asked if there are any possibility to be back in my life again,

but this time round,

more mature and serious but still as irritating as usual,

the way he always teases me.

After all we did have a past of 3 years.

I replied with a smiley and text that things are different this time round.

Whatever he say,

at least I know he will never lie to me.

Well its just a bad timing,

my heart just stop beating for the time being and I just cannot accept whatever kind of proposal in relationships anymore.

I remembered clearly about the sms he text before he left for his NS few years back where I was so touched thou it was a simple sms.

He never lies and he wasn't ready at that time where both of us has got commitments on our ends.

He is ready now,

better, more mature and both of us do not have any commitments now.

Grown up now,

earning a fix income and ready for something more serious.

Well well well,

I suppose many would just encourage me to go ahead with him after all he is someone so familiar and close towards me,

and time to make things right this time round.

Frankly speaking how I wish I could.

But this time round I am really not working with my logics anymore,

I am following where my heart leads me to.

My heart simply leads me to the one,

the one who makes me suffer the most,

encountering the worst experiences ever.

The one whom I will be willing to spend my lifetime waiting.

The Him and only him.

No others would ever replace.

And I just got to tell SALOHCIN the truth like I always did,

we just missed the boat and its not coming back anymore.