A new chapter

Its a fun and love filled Saturday with you guys.

Belinda Lee, KwanPing, Mike sweets, John, Layden and Hazel.

It was raining heavily that afternoon on my way to meet mike and the group up.

Thanks mike for the surprise roses,

you are forever so sweet and true,

this is something I cant deny and admire most about mike.

The first thing he said to me when he saw me,

Hey XiaoJie, I have got tons of stuff to tell you.

He gave a pat on my back and tell me light will shine on a new chapter of my life.

I looked at him kind of blur as he continued,

just forget about ly.

My eyes turned wide.

I was like oh my god, so Mel did tell you all the things that happened to the both of us. . . and yes he knows the whole bloody story about mel and me.

I like mel for a fact she is just so cute although we always has a certain point of awkardness when we talk on the phone,

sometimes just thinking how to end our conversation after a good 20 - 30 mintues of chatting.

I cant help it but to smile at it when that I remembered I did helped her many years back to sign in attendence with the 'lao za bor' lecturer when she was late for our drama and poetry classes.

I still remembered Mel and I was on the phone that day when the both of us were singing praises for Mike.

Mike and his thoughtfulness towards everybody.

Its not just for the 2 of us,

he is just so sweet towards everyone and you know he is genuine.

I pointed the arrow back to mike and check out what's his upcoming project.

He was telling me about the role he got for the French film and some commercial advertisements.

Sounds familiar somehow, I think baobao did mention something about the casting months back.

I had a nice singing session and meeting great positive people who did touch my life today.

Had a great and nice chat with the Arty farty John who is teaching in NAFA, Kwan Ping, Belinda . . they are just so great and genuine people.

I can't help but to think about ly,

is he happy?

For all the things he did,

he is always wearing a mask in front of each and everybody.

When will he remove it one day?

When will the true happiness of him emerge from the purest of his heart.

I do check out updates of his,

the smile he had in those pictures,

the look he had.

They are the smile of fatigue.

I cant stroke his head and put him in my arms anymore to embrace him with my genuine love, care and concern.

But I will still pray for him like what I do each and everyday as I always believe,

he can be happier, more genuine towards everybody and enjoy this special gift of

giving rather than receiving one day.

I didn't give up on him,

not to think that he will embrace me back in his arms again,

but to see him realising the true smile and laughter from within.

He decided to walk out of these to fulfil and make sure his plan works,

that in return invited many angels into my life.

God really did make plans for me.

I invited angels (Kl) who buy lunch up to my office not to see me staving.

Angels (MK) who pumps me with food to make sure I grow fat in a month's time hahaa this is so funny.

Angels (WT) who bought me cough drops and pops it into my letterbox,

angels (WL) who dropped gifts at my doorstep just to see my smile.

Angels (MK,JH,HL) who volunteered to renovate my room to give a new country style environment.

Angels who volunteered for the commitee for my Birthday Chalet.

Thanks with so much of love.

~ Gan Dong ley ~

I am starting to enjoy my life with my dearest friends and family

I had a great Sunday at home doing Housework with mum and sis.

We mopped the floor together and prepares dinner as a family.

I am turning into a new chapter of life in a happier way, loving everyone who had an impact in my life,

who gave their helping hands to see my purest smile.

This is the promise I made to Mike sweets, brother David and dear dear Cass.

In a month's time.

You will see a fatter qiqi.

I hope that One day dearest ly will be able to join me again hand in hand without his mask infront of the crowds and experience this special ability we have to love people who loves us.

May we share a destiny together once again,

I'll leave it to the hands of god.

Sleep well, ate well and more ensure milkshakes + meiji milk as prescribed by my diet master.

I AM PUTTING ON WEIGHT,

Fight with Joze whahaaa.