Applause for a wonderful day of conviction. Teaching was fun as usual and I love my new student Dravian. I was at Ooosh with Sherry, and I was contemplating whether should I head down to church as I was pretty drowsy after my medication. I know god wants me to be there to praise and worship him, to listen to his word and get enlightenment in visions. Just when I was thinking and considering this issue whether to be at church or to head home and rest, my client called me and she wants to meet me at Tampines Mall at 4pm. Instantly I knew god made his plan I have to be at church by 5pm for service. How wonderful life is, my client passed me cash for her premiums and I reached church at 5pm sharp.
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Pastor Kong gave his gospel today and gospel today is about love. He was preaching about this word love is too commonly used in current society. i.e : I love my parents, and you saying it to your dog or pet hamster, I love you so much ; in the same tone. So what is love? In Genesis 2:22 It is quoted as : Love is a sacrifices, without true love, there is no sacrifices. Till what extend are you willing to sacrifice. No doubt our parents loves us enough to sacrifice hard work and intensive amount of care on us. The amount of sacrifices is equivalent to how much you love. To show love, more than usual, we sacrifices our tired body, time, energy and tears or probably many many qualities because we love. Sacrifice is = to love.
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I have lifted myself into the arms of lord, and I know he will plan for each and everyday of my life with touch of love and miracles. God is moulding me to be strong and he taught me not to follow what our deceptive heart says but follows his words instead. Because human is born deceptive, cunning, greedy . . . . . . by nature, that is what our heart is made of. This is the reason why we are all sinners. You do not have to teach a kid how to lie, but they just know it how.
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I pray to god each and every day, and the prayers just gets longer and longer. I want to foster a stronger relationship with god because he really did touch me personally and magically. Everyday I look into the mirror and tell myself, I am going to change the person in the mirror. Stronger, wiser, quit the bad habits and be beautiful in everyway, in character and in appearance. Appearance is being shaped up by the charisma you air, and surprisingly I am gaining more and more weight, without workout and the weight is put on the correct places. In a couple of month I will shape up perfectly and I am looking forward. I believe god wants me to be the best, and I will be.
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God will mould the rightful *maximised man for me, the rightful man will be so bless to have me in his life and I know this will last forever. what a word to use, forever . . . this is the 1st time you've seen this word appearing in my bloggie.
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. Maximised man: meaning, a real man, a man of honour, integrity, truly full of respect by others, a man who is able to provide and give, a man who can lift his head high with power of command, a man who will hold my hands tight through the toughest time and never to let me face difficulties alone. Therefore, in return he will be blessed with a well-moulded new me, who will be equivalent and sacrifice as much as how he loves me because I am as honour as he does.
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I was at holland Village earlier on and I saw bumble bee again, completely in yellow with some SBXX carplate. I wonder how come there are so many bumble bees lying around? Yes, I miss him and I really do. Badly at times but when I miss him real badly, but I tell myself god is going to shape him. Shaping him up to be a better person. I am really moving on real fast in life, please keep on track. I do love him alot, may it be on blog entry day 24 or day 2400.
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There is a question for you. . . .
P/s: hubhubie said I am too weak in the past, too much of giving, and wants me to break off to be a stronger person. I am doing very well, and the day I stand up with pride and honour with my own hands and sweat, being a strong and bold true lady of goodness, are you ready to receive me?
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Well thats all for tonight. Prayers:
God, please bless Joze, send angels to her and take away the physical pain she is encountering, may god let her recover soon from her stomach flu.
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God please shine light onto the path on my love, send guidance to him, take away his uncertainty and make him vision his future like how you make me see. God you taught me how to be forgiving, care and love through this man I love. Please bless him with the power to breakthrough his glass ceiling and the determination to break away his bad habits. *** Super procrastinator *** I am pointing at you lor, dont siam. Good night my love its a long long day for me tomorrow again. Ai ni de la. ^.^
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Grace
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