Saturday was extremely tiring I do not know why and I was getting pretty grouchy by late evening.
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Day 31 starts at 7am in the morning, teaching, went Prada with Stacy and Joan, followed by the meet-up with mag and we headed down to service together. Reach our reserved seat everyone was there. ^.^ abit stone, tired . . . . You will always feel doted when someone sayang you by stroking your head. My heart smile when Allen wu does that to me, like a big brother holding my hands tight to cheer me up.
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My love was there at the party at the later part of the evening, whenever I see him, my heart flutters but on day 31 it melts down with aches and some indescribable feeling. I dont have this kind of feelings last Tuesday when I met him. But why on this day 31? All of a sudden I was reminded, I forgot how to not love him. I was reminded how I used to hug him in my arms and tell him I love him. I do not know where he kept the keys to my heart and expel anyone from entering it or getting near it. I have a feeling that I will be alone, locked with him inside me this lifetime.
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I am dead tired and there is a drop in energy today,
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Saying my prayers to send my blesses with great amount of love to him, praying for his well-being and health. I am so tired.
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