Day 14 - 18

Day 14

Our company Gala night,

This is my self-made clothes from a whole chunk of cloths bought from Spotlight at $10. Ribbons $1.50 , feather I stole it because I only need 1. I know its sinful but I really do not want to purchase a whole pack of stupid turkey feather in which I just needed 1.

I suppose to be Pocahontas.

I wanted to draw 2 lines across my face in fact, but I think I will look like doremon by doing that.

but Joey said I look more like Cleo-pratra.The horses for the horse betting game with from right to left,

Daren, Jeramiah, my favourite Andrew lee and Clara. I dont know where is David Seen biscult.

These are our branch top 5 producers.

Daren has 2 lines drawn across, He looks like Doraemon.

The game started and obviously Andrew lee is leading. Yeah!

Andrew still leading followed by Jeramiah.

Andrew won the race and the horses are reward with a bottle of RED BULL each.

hhahaaa.

Time to get off with my pocahontas looks and head down to 'sin city' By the way I have a walk-in wardrobe for my room. A king Size bed, balcony, and its an infinity pool 5 steps from my balcony.

Have you seen him? He is David Seen, no doubt Top producing Associate Manager and Top Financial Planner of the year.


We are very good friends, he is the one who will nag me to go canvassing with him and his gf Gina who is a manager as well.

But they canvass in Sengkang and that is one place I will like to avoid.

Thank you, I pray for your well-being, happiness, fruitful in work.

Day 15

Outdoors games which got me up 7am in the morning, yes AGAIN. Tele-match and I got my nose burned. Other than swimming in the hot sun with the 12345 and laugh at the hilarious drowning butterfly strokes daren has. My nose is peeling real badly. Came back to Singapore very rushed, got my hair straighten, drove down to Bible classes, head down to pick up a cheque from my client. I went dead flat after that.

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Super dead ! But I still pray as usual, a long prayer with faith and believe that I can do it and nothing is going to stop me. The goal to hardwork, a female millionaire by age 28, Single mother, and she is empowered to do wonders. I too pray for him to be great !

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Day 16

Its Friday, rushed down to office, submit premiums, printed quotation and headed down for my company insurance case in town. Hopefully to close a total of 12 staffs at 1 shot. I leave my worries to god because I know, by putting faith and believe in god. God will prosper my life, career and everything. I just have to believe god is so great! Headed back to office to work till 10pm before I head down to winebar, chills and reached home before 1am. I did. I was in lala land by 1.30am after my entry.

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Day 17

Its Cindy's Wedding today, I woke up early for work and thereafter the wedding dinner at Ritz. I saw ly, but the fact is I do not really know what to talk to him about. I behaved very normally as how I should be. Sub-consciously I dont even understand why, it is so natural to get things for him knowing that he is not my man anymore. In fact seeing him does turn-on some anguish side of me. It is weird that I will still ask the waiter or waitress to refill his glass whenever it is empty, get chilli padi for him. Seriously what is wrong with me? My heart contract and ache when I saw him, held my tears of course thats why I walked away the moment I saw him. But I still control it pretty well. It is difficult to smile and talk, laugh in front of him and act as nothing had ever happen while the scar in my heart is never healed.

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Had a glass of beer and Pan-pac hotel to calm myself down and I headed home after that.

Prayers.

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Day 18

Meet up with the agent after teaching, saw the shop sister and I wanted, mum said that we have to consider and we will call our agent again. But an hour later, the agent smsed sister that someone handed the deposit to take over the shop. -.-" sis and I went half sian because we really like that unit at level 3. LL, look for another ideal unit. Dishearten and sad in a way or another. Well well, but I have the faith that god has made his plans and he has another ideal unit for us coming on the way. We just have to keep out faith going, have the trust and believe that god has a great plan for us.

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I hate it when father keep rubbing salt on my sis and I. Hate it when my father nags on idiotic stuffs about my granny who did nothing wrong.

Prayers and grace.