Day 20 Part 1 + 2

Day 20

A sudden urge to cam whore and here is it.

Its getting kind of pinkish so bear with it a little .

I want a new wall with new wallpapers;
I want to go to Ikea

I want new curtains, and I want it unique.

This is one of the top I got online @ ^.^ 6.90
Cool right

My complexion looks so radiant in this picture, deceiving or my skin condition improves because of the O2 mask.

I should crop out the rubbish bin sei.


I gain few Kgs. Guess where I put on weight on?
Definitely not on my face !
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and this,
is my New found BFF ^.^, she is nice lar, and we click pretty well, maybe because I crap alot,
or something in common . . . .

lolx, thats how crap I am. How come my note seems so fake in comparison.

I should take this with flash, so the gold colour area will blink blink like what Cindy has.

I believe that I did a post on how awkward I was when I met up with Cindy, and friends of Ly many months ago due to the Mel incident. But like what I've said, I know people around me will just love me for who I am as time will judge. Because I am Seven, great, true and wonderful Seven.

I AM just the true and Lovable self.

The self who always care for people.

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Anyway

Someone told me there's this movie Daybreak, and I have to watch it not matter what, I watched the trailer and now I know why. I know why they said its MY MOVIE. Anyway no appointments yet next tuesday afternoon, who wants to watch it buzz me yeah.

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To be continue..... made up with my dad, and we are going dinner together eh.... Thank you god he hear my prayers. Its too great to live under god grace.

. I want to meet Lao lao later !!!

The continued part

I came home at 4am, miracle. . . . I am going to school tomorrow ! I received a call from my course coordinator Eileen and I am being send back to school. Can you imagine how god is blessing my life with? God is patching up with my life, and brightening up my path with grace. I really give thanks to lord. I know my life is blessed with his glory and I have no worries. Everyday I just live with god's will. My programmes tomorrow, School and then bible study. I believe and have the faith that work will come fruitful as well because I CARE. At the bottom of my heart I care for all my clients. My beloved friends. I know one day they will realise. I had a long long talk with a friend of mine. I pray that tomorrow will be a better day for him. Thank you god for giving me the grace of sharing your gospel with him. A powerful gospel which brings meaning to his life. I really hope that he search his true meaning in life, well... he is such a young fine boy. I pray that he sleeps well with peace.

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I saw bumble bee again, a total bumble bee in yellow. I miss my love, but there is nothing I can do about it. The only thing I can do about it is to pray for him and shower love and care towards him in another way. The kind of love never to be taken away and the kind of care/concern to be timeless. this is what Love is all about. Lord, please bless the man I choose to put so close to my heart each and everyday. All I want is not him to be with me but to see him happy and successful ! Love is never about possession. I dont hope that we can tie our life down together again like how we used, but lord please bless him and shine light onto his path, make his find his direction to true happiness. I just love him and it is never lesser each day. Thou I do not show, but you are always the perfect and wonderful baobei ! Love you ^.^

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Grace. Prayers.