Day 21 - 22

Day 21

I went to work as usual in the morning, updates with appointments with Daddy Kong and headed down for my bible study in the evening with pastor and my cell group gang. I got to know more about god and is determine to get my water baptism. Had a sumptuous dinner which leaded me to a disaster. I am eager to put on more weight and I am eating 5 meals a day on top of my milkshakes. This unearthly cycle striked at 5am in the morning when I was awaken up and I started puking badly. 4 times in a row puking all over my kitchen at that god-forsaken hours everybody is asleep, I was literally puking and cleaning up my smelly pukie with sharp intensive pain in my upper tummy. After the 4 rows of puking, I cleaned up myself and struggled to bed as I have 3 up coming appointments on Thursday itself. I prayed to god to hear my cry and the pain eventually lessen. I slept all the way till 11am, woke up puking again, diarrhoea before I dragged myself to see a doctor.

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Day 22

I got Jab.

I went to see Dr Kathleen and she said I am suffering from serious food poisoning, I couldn't eat nor drink because I will throw out everything. Therefore I got a jab in my ass. The pain stopped but I will be feeling damn drowsy. I prayed to god to let my fulfil my appointment in the afternoon and I did. At least I fulfil 1 that day. I had to postpone Calvin's appointment as I am really a goner by 7pm in the evening. Went back home and I am dead after my prayers to god. I couldn't think much but to tell god that I am suffering with physical pain from over-eating, therefore I prayed to god that my love should eat well and never should he eat the wrong food. Send the angels to protect his life and give him a well-blessed life just as how god blesses me with.

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God sees you as you truly are, - a holy child of light: I see you strong and whole. I see you blessed and prospered. I see you courageous and confident. I see you capable and successful. I see you free from all limitations or bondage of any kind. I see you as the spiritually perfect being you truly are.

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Thank god for bringing me to life with righteousness, the virtue to do the right and to get away from the wrong, to do what is good for me, to love and not hate, to care with all I can. Thank and giving greatest love to lord, I am getting well real soon.

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Thanks my brothers and sister for all the care and concern with constant prayers for me. On the other hand I would like to extend my apologise to my constant dearie group stacy and company that I haven been joining you guys for activities that often. I am trying to change my lifestyle so you guys wont be seeing me in clubs with drinks nor holding a cigarette anymore. Its time for a change for rightful things and I know you guys will feel glad for me to see me do good. Because you guys are no doubt greatest friends of mine ^.^ I love you guys and for all I love, you guys will be constant in my prayers with peace and well-being.